It's all Karma

I ask myself if I should feel sad about not having dinner with my god-brother this Saturday. My answer is no, I should not be sad. But well… things turn out different… I am sad, awfully sad. I shouldn’t be this way I feel, but I guess I have to answerable for it. I kind of have this feeling things might not work out right this Saturday, maybe something will crop out all of a sudden, maybe it’s rain so heavily things might cancel etc, and the reason being I broke my promise, an important promise. I believe, it’s a form of karma, I broke my promise and bad karma comes so I have to pay for it. If I was given another chance, I’ll never break it, I am so sure because I am so regretful now. It always seem impossible for me to realized my mistakes before I can prevent myself from committing it. I just hope that nothing bad will happen. If god is ever around and he reads my blog, how I hope he can constantly remind me in a gentle way to keep to my promises so that I don’t have to face with any bad karma. As for now, all I can do it’s to endure the lonely weekend, it might seen pack, but it’s lonely. I guess that’s how my life should be, a university’s student’s life.