It’s the start of a recess week, finally a week to energize myself, to prepare myself for the next half of semester. Well… the university’s point of view is the same, recess week is a week for us to energize, but they did it in a different way. The source of energy they provides are tones of “nutritious” tutorial, assignments and projects. I am sitting in my room busy typing my assignment. The radio started playing “lost without your love” by Bread, the feeling of emptiness came back to haunt me again. I started to wonder if he is still alright? I started to worry for him, thinking of what could have made him look like he really disappear? My heart feels so heavy and pain, it feels like my heart have drown in the pond of misery, and sink all the way down to the bottom to my feet. I started to do more and more silly things, committing mistakes that I cannot redeem and making myself regret. But I don’t know why. Can’t I just be more independent? I really feel very helpless, the lyrics just seen to explain my life. I guess I must stand up and be more independent.
(Lost Without Your Love by Bread)
Lost and all alone
I always thought that I could make it on my own
Since you left I hardly make it through the day
My tears get in the way
And I need you back to stay
I wander through the night
And search the world to find
The words to make it right
All I want is just the way it used to be
With you here close to me
Ive got to make you see
That Im lost without your love
Life without you isnt worth the trouble of
Im as helpless as a ship without a wheel
A touch without a feel
I cant believe its real...
And someday soon Ill wake
And find my heart wont have to break
Yes Im lost without your love
Life without you isnt worth the trouble of
All I want is just the way it used to be
I need you here with me
Oh darlin cant you see...
If we had love before
We can have it back once more
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